Sick & High

It has been years(Ok, maybe sooner) since I last popped pills as much as I did recently. For matters that I think important for me, I always reluctantly pop pills, no matter how sick I am. But exception comes without warning. What you see above is Pana*****, a pill that contains both paracetamol and codeine. Good for headache that comes with fever. The downside is, if it comes into contact with a former junkie like me, it can become a hallucination tool. Oh no, I smell trouble already. So there it goes, a week later, popping 15-20 pills a day, I'm still sick, seeing and thinking of things I shouldn't, emotional but couldn't let go of the emotion, smoking intensively, sick( oh, said that) and started to remember why I hate pills. Please, couldn't the headache and fever just go away peacefully? I hate pills.