It all works out(NOT)

I am astounded to see my own blog. No spiderwebs, no small dead creatures, heck! Not even a speck of dust! But it is the virtual world after all. And I have to thank this world. So here it goes my dear.

I'm pretty sure what I got for you was just an infatuation. It will go eventually, this is temporary, you always had this feeling and such are just some of the reassurance I gave to myself since I laid my eyes on you. How wrong I was...well I am naive to some extent. Like I always said, people think I'm a genius but in these sort of things I'm pathetic.

Little things remind me of you. I ate some yogurt and it reminds me of you. The smell of milo reminds me of you. Commercials on tv makes me think of you. Even every time I brush my teeth I see you (in my imagination of course).

This has been going on for too long. I am not used to this. I'm not even supposed to believe in this thing called 'love'. But you know what dear? I want this feeling to last forever. NF I love you.The End of mushymushy posting. I won't do it again. I'm shy. I'm doing it just for you. So lets continue being daring my love, you and me both. Muamua~ Chingchongchingchong nothing last forever, even our death. And the fact that I'm lied to(I asked you for an honest answer!) ...ah well, I deserve the lie one way or another. Should have stick to my principle, don't trust people completely, no matter how much you love them. Now you are freaking heart broken, how to mend? The end.